Sunday, July 30, 2006
jerome asked me why i never blog.
so i shall blog.
hmm.
okay.
yesterday.
met up with ele-abby-jeremy.
to study.
for me to do my drawing.
went to bedok to eat meepok after that.
then parkway for pool.
then to expo to see minkay's rock-climbing competition.
LOL.
travelled alot.
then lastly went downtown for dinner.
aha.
that's all.
OKAY i shall blog more.
went to meet joshua [tan] today.
stupid idiot kept bluffing me.
URGH.
erm.
okay.
i don't know what else to say.
nothing special to blog about.
me_________`e-leen *
9:46 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
wooohooo~
finally back to school.
new block.
zz.
my eye is still irritable.
HAHA.
my tear gland cant control itself.
so i'm occasionally "crying"
LOL.
MTPRE.
is freaking tiring.
omtian.
i wrote until my hand got cramped.
grr.
i'm officially "the-girl-in-orange-specs"
buahaha.
but i only wear them for classes or when i need to see things clearly.
vanity.
lol. all women's rights OKAY.
jiajia help me put on blush today.
so cool!!
i'm gonna buy it!! haha.
ohhh!
bought a nice top at 1st avenue at business school today!
rocks
i tell you.
those 3 business ppl are amused by us.
LOL.
designers are interesting people afterall.
WAHAHA.
me_________`e-leen *
9:17 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
I'm BACK!
=)
in case the rest of you didn't realised i went "missing"
i went for a... uhh.. vacation.
LOL.
dont bother asking me where i went.
i'm too lazy to explain.
hahah.
anyway.
feels good to be back
though now...
i missed out ONE WHOLE WEEK of school.
and next week onwards it's a totally different subject.
crap.
PLEASE tell me i didnt fail Color and Comdi.
i dont wanna retake them!
boohoo. =(
anyway.
i'm sticking to my specs for now.
so no more contacts for me.
=(
not pretty anymore.
HAHA.
understatement.
bla bla bla.
i need to post my new pictures of my SHORT hair on friendster.
lol.
some people still dont know i cut hair.
muahahas.
anyway i feel like some twit session now.
lol.
lets see.
pearrlynn sho sweett. sshe buyy thiiss biig biig lolliipopp forr miie worrs.
strrawbberryy-flavourredd. i eatt untiill liikee siiao stiill haavenn fiiniish.
ahaahs
kerrlii sho niice osho. sshe alwayys ccomee viisiit miie. =)
i lurrbe euus all nehhs.
OMG.
that took me so long just to type it out.
super tiring.
i think twits have super fingers to type like that so fast.
ahaa.
=x.
i'm still working on that lollipop now.
almost finished.
YES. i can do it!.
i started at like, 8pm last night.
stop at 10pluspm.
started again at 12.30pm now.
and its now 1pm.
SOON.
muahhaa.
dammit.
no contacts. =(
sadded.
okay.
bye.
HAHA
me_________`e-leen *
12:51 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
metal,darkness,weak and pain
wake my soul and kill again
rise the voice of hell and dead
turn fear to liquid,revenge unpaid
smile for the feel of trepidation
cry for the pain of execution
place the cross above my head
lies in the box that the ghost had made
smells the sweetness of little white flowers
taste those tears from eyes which turned sour.
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poem by kerli
emo.
yea.
yea.
I CUT MY HAIR!
omg.
so short!!
=(
HAHA.
VERY SHORT.
boohoo.
looks weird.
sigh.
stuffs.
stuffs.
emo. yea.
me_________`e-leen *
10:03 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
I FUCKING SAW SOMETHING.
omg. i shall not talk about morning school bla blah.
just skipped to that part.
was in the studio with shirley-eunice-deedee-ben-russell-the other malays guys.
saw something.
though was seniors playing a fool.
wanted to make sure.
looked again.
saw.
confirmed.
asked shirley to lets go home.
she asked why.
i said just go.
heard some sounds "clak clak clak"
eunice's head suddenly turned towards the sound's direction.
knew she heard.
asked her.
she denied.
keep pushing them to go home.
eunice said awhile after denying.
that she wants to go home too.
looked at me.
and go... "ya i know"
while packing up,
deedee asked where's her shoes.
shirely said issit near de yr 2s area.
where de sounds came from.
deedee went to find
eunice followed.
heard de sound again.
deedee heard too.
she screamed.
all de girls screamed.
damn freaked out.
all packed up fast and left.
while walking past the lightbox area [we are outside alr]
deedee saw the door at that area opened by itself.
then closed back.
eunice and me walked past.
saw in the door's glass.
a red face.
abit translucent.
eunice thought it was my cap at 1st.
cuz i wore my cap to school and it has red on it.
in the lift then i told eunice.
she was like, "omg. i thought its your cap."
then we were like, "WTF"
then.
lift door opened.
asshole russell boo-ed us.
me and eunice, being freaked out enough,
got shocked. cried.
all left school ASAP.
that time happened once also.
though that time i only heard.
was in the toilet in the same floor.
the partition between the two cubicles.
heard.
two. SLOW. LOUD. knocks on the partition.
went out.
knew no one came in and i was de only one.
kept myself calm.
next day. told my classmates.
they said they saw stuffs in the studios.
same night.
and its a thursday night.
about 8plus pm.
and today is always THURSDAY.
and it happened about 8.50pm to 9pm.
SCREW thursday.
me_________`e-leen *
10:24 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
went sch at 9am today.
got dismissed at ten.
LOL.
nancy was nice today.
AHA.
she decided to let us off early today to do our dumb research.
uhh okay.
went to library do some research.
probably only got 30% done.
hmm.
met ele and mk for lunch.
WATCHED them eat.
lol
i'm like totally broke.
TOTALLY.
haha.
went to tm find hsin and josh after that.
went pasir ris sec for josh to collect his cert.
went in.
me and hsin got chased out.
HAHA.
went to east spring sec for hsin to collect HIS cert.
lol
managed to go in.
saw gerald.
gerald: "ehh you east spring de meh?"
LOL.
ass. say so loud somemore.
hahas.
went to 450 bball court.
watched them play.
laalala.
went to kerli's house.
STEAMBOAT.
rocks.
omg. so nice.
i felt bad eating free food.
so i washed all the dishes. =)
went home about 10pm.
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lalala.
was crossing the road.
half wish the car bang me.
HAH.
dont ask me why.
i just feel soooo tired.
tired of sooo many things.
omg.
i cannot be left alone.
when i'm alone i think funny stuffs.
yet when i'm with people i wont be emo at all.
sigh.
life.
me_________`e-leen *
11:49 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
hmm.
went out with kerli.perlin.cheryl today.
went bugis.
had fun.
perlin and kerli so nice can. omg.
perlin bought me a necklace cuz i say i like and i wanna buy.
kerli bought me a BAG cuz i say nice and i wanna buy it next time also.
omg.
i love you girls so much please.
HUGGS <3
perlin and cheryl went home at 3 plus.
kerli lent me money to reserve that really nice top i've been dying to buy for ages.
LOVE YOU GIRL! =)
went to Xcraft and chatted with yuanli and zhongming for awhile.
had fun chatting with them
they are cool people.
anyway i can't believe yuanli is same age as me.
LOL.
btw yuanli is that tall slim girl working in TM's Xcraft.
yups.
she DON'T look my age right!
haha okay.
went to RC to slack.
called wanli down.
while waiting,
i sent ten guys friends whom i considered QUITE close with now a similar message.
and got back their ans.
hmm.
okay.
thanks for your honest opinions guys.
oh the ten guys were: -
//ahjosh
//hsinchang
//ahyuan
//jerome
//damien
//weibin
//lucas
//weiquan
//shaun
//ben
=)
ben is the only one who said i don't look like and don't act like.
thanks =)
okay so.
while waiting.
besides those ten smses.
me and kerli.
we talked about stuffs.
like the usual kind.
and i just broke down.
crying halfway.
wanli and cheryl came.
hmm.
crying was for?
i don't know anymore.
i don't know what to say, what to do.
sigh.
they hurt me so much.
was supposed to write a narrative essay on my chosen exhibition.
i wrote about them.
yups.
maybe i should stop pitying myself.
maybe i should just move on.
well.
i WANT to move on.
but everytime i think about it.
i feel really sad.
my heart feels really pain.
i don't know why.
maybe because they used to give me so much happiness and joy.
that now.
the pain and sadness is just as much.
i just can't move on.
without a reason why they are treating us this way.
give me a good and acceptable reason.
and i'll move on.
so help me.
i will.
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done with my essay anyway.
tmr might be bringin my painting down to paint the dumb thing.
urgh.
COLORS.
have to complete it by tmr.
cuz i think i'm going out on mon.
HAHAH.
oh no.
i still have one more essay.
HAHA die.
okay good luck to me.
weet~
me_________`e-leen *
12:46 AM
